Originally Posted by
atxjoshua 
I know. I've been procrastinating on this. I know I need to... and yet...
And yet? Could it be that your AV wants you to procrastinate on this? Like the movie, "I'll Cry Tomorrow". Or "just one more day and then we'll dump it down the drain...." Sobriety knows only the "Now". Begins with "now" and does it one day at a time. And the path becomes less steep later on.
W.