Way to go everybody(especially us 1 week croud lol ).
So I'm starting to think maybe I came into all of this a little overconfident .much to my surprise I caught myself trying to rationalize having a drink yesterday . Luckily my sober self is to bullheded to listen.
Not sure how to explain it other than its much like a dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde scenario.
I am fortunate to have a drug counselor in my family and she has explained to me that this happens so I was well prepared for it .it's just odd to see it come to fruition .... Normally i concider myself a very logical minded person.