Sunshinebluesky - your post( 12 Ounces of Gold) was the catalyst that helped me step out of the shadows and into this forum. Know that you have made an impact on MY life. As I have gotten older, I have learned that it truly is not how you look on the outside, but rather, the measure of your self inside. In my humble opinion, you are beautiful. Thank you for what you did for me. Hang in there...