Originally Posted by
vendetta 
Fell off the wagon. Toughest night I've ever had. I just think I can't do it. Maybe I'm done. Maybe I'm out. I've battled things down to abandonment issues. Ptsd. Blah blah. Maybe it's just not in me.
Let's flip this around. ... maybe you aren't done? Maybe you aren't out? Maybe it is in you? The "maybe/what if" game is a losing battle every time. You alone control all of those things. And the fact you came back here and posted has me convinced all of those maybe's you said, are actually better described in my version. You know you can do this. To quit quitting is not an option. You are and deserve better than this addiction!