Thank you Zoso I appreciate your words. I just wish it was easier to walk away. I have invested so much time and energy and time and time again . I just feel taken for granted and he gets mad at the smallest things and blames me for everything yet I'm still here . It's like the minute I feel better about myself and make decisions that are healthy I lose my sense of self cause there he is saying we should go to a therapist and work on us , yet haven't heard from
Him since then .. It's so draining