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Old 12-01-2015, 07:18 PM
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CurlyGirl1978
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Day 26 and I'm so proud! This week has thrown some unprepared events my way. Hubby has picked me up from work this week at 5 pm but I drop him back off and take the car until he gets off work at 8 pm. 5:30 to 7:30 pm my AV is like "Hey, you know what we can do with this time right? No one's around!" I then say to myself, "Yeah right, I don't drink, no matter what!" Then I imagine my eyes all glossy as I pick up hubby from work, him yelling at me and myself trying to make sense of the words he is saying. Him not trusting me with the car anymore. Him afraid that I'll blow my money and my job. Myself feeling that I let myself down to the point I might as well get totally wasted for the night. My friends asking me what day I'm on and I feel ashamed to tell the truth or guilty to tell a lie and say day 27...play the tape out, play it out.....
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