GoldenSands, I am sorry you are feeling frustrated with your family.
I think it is always possible to find someone 'worse' than myself and it really isn't about someone else, it's about ME.
I keep telling myself to pay attention to and remember what happened when I decided to stop drinking. That it isn't about how much or how often; it's about what happened when I took it away. It wasn't pretty and that is an obvious indication of a problem that cant be ignored...therefore I need to stay stopped.
I hope your frustration passes soon.