Thank you Joie and Shooting Star I appreciate your suggestions and wisdom . I've been going to Naranon meetings and seeing a therapist. I need to work on my boundaries which is something I'm not that good at. You're right Shooting Star it isn't my problem that he slept in his truck and was acting erratic . I lost my cool these last few days because I've just struggled with seeing him show up to seeing him act like this . It's so sad . I've been "over it "
So many times . I've read co dependent no more last year but need to Reread it again . Thank you so much for your support . I feel so alone it's tough .