Bye for now.
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Chain of events= my realization of what the f*** are you DOING to yourself? I told myself that if I could stay away from everything for one week then I could control it. But it lasted three days. So off I go. I’m going to some camp or something. Only for two weeks. Which gives me fourteen sober days to start off with. If at the end of those two weeks I don’t feel ready to go back to where I have access to stuff, then I can stay longer. I’m getting covered by some Medicaid thing. I’m leaving Monday.