Addiction Sucks
My ABF is making things so hard . I've tried and tried and these last few days has been a disaster. He doesn't want to talk about his feelings towards the holidays and his sister being sick that all he wants to do is numb himself . I feel like I've lost him again and the erratic behavior has and him calling me a bitch has taken a toll on me. I don't know what else to do . It breaks my heart .