Aww Grizzly,you sound just like me!Every time i gave into drinking it was never just for the night as I promised myself,I'd always drink in the morning, maintain all day,blow out at night over and over until I took days off work to go through withdrawal, gosh those days were a scary mess full of the shakes,sweats,nausea,shaky brain,itchy feet,disturbed vision,it just isn't worth it! I always wished I could be like normal peeps,tie one on at night,sleep it off and be cool the next day,pshh,that's about as good as wishing to be a tall,sexy,supermodel ain't happening in this lifetime,we're good,we got this😉