Yes freedom and sobriety are truly linked. I was fortunate enough to have "mental handcuffs" so driving intoxicated was very rare for me. Simply going to the grocery store or even to answer a phone call years ago was out the question after 4 pm. Nearly 9 years ago my mother was in a serious car accident and I didn't get the message until early morning.
I've forgave myself but looking back it's a true living hell the life of drunkard.
Happy for you Calico