Originally Posted by
blondsober 
I look forward to hearing the positive things you experience SM. The one I most look forward to is the deep sleep. Tonight will be tough, though, my system still has a bunch of crap in it from a limo wine-tasting thing on Saturday . . . don't know if I can even show up for one of those things again. The wine started tasting like poison but I kept downing it! By the end of the day I could barely keep it down but I kept gulping it! Which meant Sunday was a complete write-off. Uggh.
wine-tasting would be disastrous for me. I was on a 3-day binge until going to sleep last night. No idea how I'll sleep tonight but am exhausted. On Friday night i passed out in a hotel elevator and a friend found me on the floor outside the elevator...do you think maybe that's a sign I need help?...me thinks so!