Originally Posted by
SoberMarathon 
The holidays will be tough...but I'll be here, I have no other choice. Reading about the struggles and successes of similar people in recovery will be essential. I need to get this together. Can barely fathom it's gone on so long, my hurtful path of alcohol destruction has been exhausting...
I look forward to hearing the positive things you experience SM.
The one I most look forward to is the deep sleep. Tonight will be
tough, though, my system still has a bunch of crap in it from a limo
wine-tasting thing on Saturday . . . don't know if I can even show
up for one of those things again.
The wine started tasting like poison but I kept downing it!
By the end of the day I could barely keep it down but I kept gulping
it! Which meant Sunday was a complete write-off. Uggh.