I'm back here after a full year off the wagon...Day 1 again. What a crazy year it has been. I quit for 28 days in October, no SR, felt good and healthy and then picked up again. I think I've only had 3 non drinking days in the past 3-4 weeks.
I've pushed the limit with my career and my relationships, feel like quitting and cleaning up my act is the only viable path to redemption. I've embarrassed myself and had some close calls. Feeling like one more big slip and I could lose it all. Hopefully I'm welcome here. It's been nearly 3yrs since joining SR but have never gone more than 80 days without. I need help, need support, need to beat this demon once and for all.