Originally Posted by
GreenEggsnHam 
I feel frustrated and angry with what seems to be an unfair obstacle to my life - the not being able to drink thing.
You feel deprived. I understand. And resent sobriety. But that resentment seems to be holding you back from fully embracing your recovery.
Sobriety is not an obstacle. Your addiction is...and you are still in its grip if you view sobriety as an impediment.