Hi everyone, just wanted to update you that I got licensed from the board. Fortunately the charge was long ago enough they overlooked it. I dodged another bullet! This lesson has definitely taught me I will not be this lucky next time. Two weeks sober tomorrow. I also saw my doctor yesterday and told her my history, and she referred me to an addiction center to get some real help. I'll let you all know how that goes as well. Thanks always for the support.