Hi Time2Rise, I, too, like Dee was hoping that you were doing some sort of exercise or being facetious or something. I understand what you mean about feeling like the weight you are carrying, but don't forget you don't have to do it forever.....just for TODAY. One day at a time. That's it.
The fact that you have had a desire to quit at all really says a lot. Maybe you could think about your reasons for wanting to quit?
Wishing you the best.