S12, thanks for sticking around and being honest. I'm a devout atheist but I do love the st. francis prayer. It asks me to Be that which I find lacking in others. It works. Eventually That which I saw is chimera and I just see another struggling human....much like me. You have plenty to offer in the way of support for others. Sometimes all someone needs is understanding and a smile. I send this smile over to you
( I stole that from a smashing pumpkins song but I meant it)