When I wake up in the morning I'm a newcomer. When I hop in bed for the night I'm an ol' timer. I might have a couple years of sobriety but that don't mean jack **** if I grab a beer or a bong! We gotta use all the tools we may need even down the road. Keep posting and keep working on yourself and your sobriety, and when the time is right you'll find a sponsee or someone who needs your help.