Back again
Day 1. Again. Every time I think I have it under control I mess up again. My marriage in shambles and it's bc I have an addiction problem. I've been trying to solve it for so long now I feel like I'll never get a handle on it. It's so hard and I just get so tired of working so hard. I'm at my wits end and I just wish I could fix it. I just continuously make poor choices and then feel like I'm wasting my days starting over. It never feels like it gets easier. Just harder. I don't know what to do anymore.