Originally Posted by Lyoness

I was just reading through Finaltime' s whole thread again and ran into a bunch of my own old posts from right when I first started posting. It's a real eyeopener, I don't even recognize myself or my writing. We are different in (very) active addiction.

I wrote something in one post that is really sticking in my brain. I'm gonna write it again here bc I want to see it, remember it, think about it. What I wrote is: I AM AN ADDICT. AND I CAN GET BETTER OR WORSE. MY CHOICE.

That's a powerful and painful thing to read. If someone else said it to me I'd probably be p***** at them. But it's my own words. Something to ponder.