Couldn't quite make it
Blood pressure got too high.
Systolic was ER ready. Decided to take a few shots instead to bring it down. Not drunk by any stretch, but have had a conversation with my husband about tapering over the next week and controlling the exact amounts for me.
I will get out of this hell. I am so determined with no desire to keep drinking. Even today. Just to keep from dying. I am so freaking done with it all.