Thanks all!
I just saw all these, figuring out the site works and all. I do have activities but today they felt 100% forced, and made think 100% about a solution to that: drink. But that's not THE solution. Yikes. So I joined this instead. Haven't drank, WAAHOO! It sorta passed, or the wise/non-animal part of my brain kicked in. Something. I've avoided talking about all this (besides myself) with pretty much everyone around me, I think this will help being here. Thanks again!