This is weird, Midton, but I had a dream last night like your reality is going to be saturday. In my dream, I was at dinner with a friend, and I had a glass of wine sitting in front of me. I kept looking at the wine and thinking about it, but even in my dream I played the tape through and thought I'm either going to be really sleepy after one glass or I'm going to keep drinking the whole rest of the night. I didn't drink in my drinking dream, I was really surprised! I ate a lot instead. I hope you decide not to drink on saturday. If the food is good, you'll enjoy dinner without drinking, and you'll be in good company with your family. I remind myself the time spent feeling bad about drinking lasts a lot longer than the brief time I feel good from drinking. Don't know if that helps at all, but I'm pulling for ya!!