My problem was I loved to be drunk - blotto - slama jamma falling down drunk. Love to drink? Sounds so very nice compared to the insidious insanity I was locked in.......I have had to go way up in class to simply "drink"
Thanks for the reminder, glad your'e here posting.
I too made a bunch of money. My wife often quipped - make certain the life insurance is paid up.
What a way not to live.......