Kiki, I am sorry to hear you are struggling, but you can do this! Just don't drink today.
I am now at day 16 - so is it better than it was on day 3? Yes, it's better and sometimes the same, but you know what? At least it's not worse - which it will be for you if you pick up that bottle again.
And the cravings have gotten easier for me to handle during this time, I don't to flush down all those days and have to confront another day one. Be strong today!