Welcome Solost I'm sorry for what brings you here if he is being abusive then how much are you willing to take its not right & its not fair not on you not on the baby
Alcoholism is one thing but physical abuse like Scott just said is illegal & has no place in any relationship
There is a section for women on this forum if you feel safer opening up only women can go in there so I can't link it but check it out for sure
Know your not alone & you don't have to suffer in silence