Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI 
I'll come right out and say it gonzo, you've been obsessing over this relationship since you came to SR. Amends are not designed to repair relationships, they are simply part of the steps and necesary. View them for what they are and carry them out under the guidance of your sponsor.
I am not trying to repair anything. I am working a program of recocery, with a sponsor, and am at a point that i need to clean up my past in order to have a future. And sorry to have "ovsessed" over something that ripped my heart out and even worse hers. I came on here in a very vulnerable state, and was in an extreme amount of pain. But with that pain ive found some serenity and spiritual growth