I hear you. I know the holidays can be tough for us during recovery. I know for me itll be one of the first that I intend on not drinking. Granted I planned on not drinking last time and a phone to hang out turned into 3 days straight drinking and partying only to feel like crap for a week.
I have an added reason why I'm not drinking due to an injury.
However, the thing that stick in my mind is how crappy I feel after. To avoid that come down I'd keep drinking. Eventually something would happen were I had to stop for a while. Thank God I've stayed stopped thus far.
Good luck to you. With the right mind state and support you'll be ok.