Inc, again fwiw I wouldn't worry about saying those things affected you and your focus for a while, if you're asked and if you feel comfortable in doing so. Shows you're human. Presented appropriately, they're not excuses, just explanations and you've learned etc. And by the way - you don't have a self destruct button. You're still here. You had a self damage button but you disabled that button's function a while ago using the best equipment from Inc's toolkit. A bit of anxiety and depression is fine - all part of life's rich tapestry, and if most of my earnings was going on child support and not booze etc I could happily live with that, all things considered. Small steps in the right direction.
Cheers
OMD