My step father passed away last night
That pretty much says it all.
We are going out of town to stay with my mom for a couple days tomorrow. I'm pretty nervous about that. Haven't seen her in 8 years.
This sucks. Hit me a little harder than i thought it would. He's been my dad basically, since i was 11. I've been in a fog like state and am very withdrawn. I can't help it. It's like i just want to be left alone.
With the stuff that has happened with my husband and now this, it's pretty overwhelming.