Checking in here and then headed out for a walk
I am feeling really frustrated, annoyed and tired. Some of you may remember the drama with my ex business partner who stole money from clients and me. It is still going on. This morning I had to go meet with the lawyer and go through my computer to find some documentation that he needed. I am annoyed and angry at the situation, at myself for being so naive and trusting and also at the lawyer who does not seem to have this at the same priority level that I do (understandably, but still it is irritating). Saturday I was fuming, really furious, so mad I gave myself a headache. Yesterday was better. today I am back to being mad but am trying to stay calm and not let my nerves and the anger get the best of me. I am feeling pretty ok with my sobriety but occasionally I do get the passing thought of having a drink to take the edge off. I don't want to go back to that though. I really don't.
I have a lot of work to do, actually I am drowning in work. But I really feel like I need some exercise to cool myself down so I am going to go for a short run/walk and try to get myself back to a good spot.