Id have told my fiance i was making us a nice romantic dinner so that i could make an excuse to have a bottle of wine on the table!!!
Id have already gone to the shop & bought 2 bottles of wine (1 for the table & 1 for my secret swigs) id then cook dinner & would have drunk my secret bottle & then over dinner id have half of the other. Sometimes id take swigs from a bottle of rum & afterwards id top it up with water (what a tit)!!!!
Id then watch some rubbish tv & then get to bed somehow!!! Id then wake the following morning at 630 when the kiddies r rearing to go & id have to pull it together & actually be a mum!!!!
When im writing this its really sinking in further how much of an issue i had/have!!!!