Congrats D122y on your sobriety! I am only 8 days sober... now I want to get off benzos... i've been reading it's a tough process... on nights I didn't drink I would take a xanax. Not good. It's funny tho, my husband has been sober since 1998 and went to rehab and I was sober too, but a few years ago I started with an occasional glass of wine ...and you know how that goes. It's wonderful to hear your story. I know there's hope and a better sober life!