Originally Posted by
Startingover444 
Lyoness put the idiot on "ignore" get yourself a hot bath and a cup of tea. We brits swear by that.
Do you remember when I said about putting all our eggs in one basket and then that basket disintegrates we lose all our eggs? Start looking for more baskets sweetie xx
I guess that's my problem. I've lost every basket I thought I had. And I dont know where or how to look for new ones. Obviously I choose terribly every time. I don't feel that I can trust anyone new at this time. They'd just screw me over too.
And who would want a mentally ill drug addict who is a "criminal" for a friend anyway? I feel so bullied, so betrayed, so pulverized, I could not trust anyone. And I especially cannot trust my radar it seems to only lead me to people who want to hurt me. (To be clear I'm NOT talking about you or SR )
I just have to learn to live like I always have, friendless and alone. That's the vast majority of my life's experience. I just got fooled again.