Thank you all so much for the responses. My head knows that he is trying to manipulate me but my heart breaks for him being what he is and for myself and dd that this is where we are now.
As for his new squeeze I have heard some wonderful things about her (coke head) to which he even admitted to me and much the same as himself where drink is concerned! She is also the complete opposite to the person I am!
Apparently he cannot find what he is looking for and can't be happy! I know not my problem anymore!
I know I am better off without him but I think I am pining for the old him and the person he used to be!
I will get there
