Something I realized early on in my attempts to moderate was that I just didn't feel good the next day after even "just a few beers" (surprise, surprise). And as that morphed into drinking larger quantities more often I've completely lost the plot. It's like actually feeling good is a vague memory, distant. Not that I was getting drunk every day, but often enough that I was barely starting to feel better when I'd drink again. So, yeah, haven't really felt "good" in months.