Yes I do have a gym membership and I was going regularly but it gets boring after a while. I do feel better when I exercise, its like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I don't feel depressed at all.
I would like to get another job, or go back to school. I was working for 8 months before getting a layoff. The reason I got the layoff was because of a female co-worker that I dated/be-friended and this is what triggered my recent drinking episode. I feel that I should still have my job, but they threw me away like a used napkin.