Starting today. My blood pressure was out of control this morning. My heart was hurting and I terrified I am going to have a heart attack. I have been on a huge bender. Im from KC and its been party city for the Royals.
Ive started so many times. I make it 3 days and then repeat. I refuse this time. I have many good things going for me that in the past, alcohol has taken away. I am trying to figure out how to get through this. Ive tried the therapy, on my own. I havent tried AA but I think I will.