this resonates with me a bit.
i was drinking, smokjn pot, then got hooked on crack. thought i hkt bottom a d sought help. didnt take long before i was drinking a d smoking pot again, but i said,"as long as i dont smoke crack again ill be allright."
i never smoked crack after but kept drinking and my mental state got worse.
"Im just not sure what I am getting into."
imo,yer gettin into a lot of gloom, dispair, and agony.
" Is this something that is going to ruin us again?"
imo, by reading your post,it already started to ruin ya. ya seem to have some pretty delusional, insane thinking that its all good because hes nkt drinking. what happened was addictions were changed.
rationalization-giving a sociably acceptable excuse for sociably unacceptable behavior and sociably unacceptable behavior is a form of insanity.