Ahhh pride...most everyone has it to one degree or another...and even those who claim they are 'humble' probably struggle with pride too!
Pride is a cheater. Pride can be deceptive.
You are so not alone and it's awesome you are aware of the issue. Many folks go through their entire LIVElong journey and never really deal with their pride.
Keep coming around and keep asking for help...many here know how to help and start a restoration of sorts if HOPE was once vibrant in a life and somehow became distant and/or cold....well for some folks they come to a place where hope is LOST...how to get it back? It's very possible....many have done so and are inspirations to others!
You can do it!
blessed be...