So I managed 19 days last time around. For me that was amazing. I'm not sure what happened exactly but I know I thought one night would be ok.
I've been slowly building up to more and more nights a week again. I'm so so ashamed and disappointed in myself, but I know I can't beat myself up over it anymore and it's time to get back into that beer free life.
I don't know if I can do it but I need to. My teenage son has started going to his room when I bring beer home and that's not a good thing.
It also makes me realise how much "one" night can ruin all the hard work I did before.
I am at the lowest weight I've been in years and need to start focusing on weight loss and my kids again
Anyways thanks for being here. I'm going to try my best again