Struggling with how to help
My husband of 9 years has a drug problem. It has been a year since his first admitting his problem to me out of desperation. He comes clean every time he runs out of money. I've finally had enough and told him to go. I feel terrible, sad he says I've done nothing to help, that I'm turning my back on him. I just want to start being happy again, start healing. I feel guilty for wanting him out, I'm not sure I even love him anymore, I know I can't trust him. We have two boys that I want to protect. I feel so lost and alone.