I was really struggling last night. I openly said it to my daughter, 16, who thinks my avoidance of drinking is mostly diet related. But, by saying it out loud that I really wanted wine, and was thinking about i, much like she thinks about candy all the time, she offered me support and some accountability. I made some yummy fruity herbal tea and iced it. And, I feel good this morning despite only 5 hours sleep. Hubby was out and I was unable to sleep until he got home.