ScottFromWI

I trust SR too Amy, and one of the things that really helped me was taking the advice of the others here when I was in crisis. It sounds to me like you are in crisis and a lot of people are telling you to seek help, I think that's a good idea. You could call your doctor, or any doctor -or any local crisis hotline you could even call 911 if you feel it's truly an emergency crisis. Either way, isolating yourself is not health and talking to someone about that would be of great benefit to you. There are most likely lots of local numbers right in the front of your phonebook for crisis centers if you don't know who to call.