Originally Posted by
Leshar 
Croissant, I don't remember you talking about post partum depression. That must have been so awful for you.
Yes Leshar. I was pretty bad for At least a year. I think it took about 6 months before I went to the doctor and got help. I was in a dark place and would make plans to kill myself. It seemed logical and the best thing for my children. It's very scary where our mind can take us when depressed, telling us something is logical, but it really is not.
It was a very awful time, so I do feel for you as that feeling of a dark cloud and numbness to feeling - and the feeling you can never be happy again.....it's all very real and spirals quickly.