Hey Amy,
Sorry I disappeared for a while. My day officially started and I had some things to take care of. Being aware of your behaviors is a great sign. Now you need to do something about it. I did a quick search and couldn't find a mental health crisis phone number for your state. It looks like each county has one. So, I recommend you call your state's suicide hotline. They are there to help and they care.
If you don't please make an appointment with your doctor. Tell him/her what is going on and accept their help.
Agoraphobia is a crippling disorder than can have far reaching consequences but you don't need to suffer. The OCD is a symptom of your feeling a loss of control but it needn't be that way.
I am so very glad you are here reaching out. I just hope you will reach out a little further to those in the medical field with experience to help you as well