So i drank...
So I drank....
4 nights running even though I told myself I only wanted "a" night off...
5 bottles of wine later....
Observations;
It tasted like paint stripper at first but by the end of the bottle it was ok.
It made my lips tingle straight away.
I had terrible broken sleep.
I had those mild lingering headaches all day.
The children irritated me easily, I had no patience and was short tempered.
My heart was racing the next day and I felt anxious.
Despite selling myself the idea I was trying out moderating / controlled drinking I still made sure I had more than a bottle each night.
Conclusion;
I can't drink moderately.
I don't want to be back there.
I'm disappointed in myself but also proud I managed 47 days.
Now I have to bow out of the class of September and join the class of October, day 2...