The OD' wasa few weeks ago it was painkillers they where in my bag as my husband bought some as he had a headache but forgot about themsi should restart my sober day starting from today .
going to talk to my Psych tomorrow tell them am struggling and i need help
my husband says he can cope i can go to an AA meeting tomorrow at 8pm my husband can take me there
with my nieces its the only time we have access to them
my mother is there guardian because my sister is unwell we hardly talk to my mum unless it about the girls
Am scared all the time that something is going to happened to my husband like what happened to my step dad ( my step dad killed himself and we knew nothing about him being suicidal he showed no signs of wanting to kill himself )
am starting clean again no more doing things to hurt myself with no more making my husband more stressed
thank you all for replying to my post and saying what you all have said